I finally brought myself to come here and ask for help. When turning you're suppose to sit at the barrels, I can't bring myself to do that. Is there anything anyone would recommend for me to do to get me in the habit of actually SITTING down in the saddle for my turns. Im the same way when I run poles too. When I'm doing slow work at home I make myself to it, but when it comes to running the pattern its like I forget or something. I would really apperiate it if someone can give me some tips. Thank you.