Wow... I read the other thread and read this and all I can do is shake my head. You are a kid, plain and simple. A good chunck of the members on here are old enough to be your mother, and some even old enough to be your grand mother. So yea, you get called kid. Heck I get called a kid and I am 28. And sweetheart if you want to get into a battle of who has had the worse life. I bet a good chunck of us could make your head spin because things have happened to us that NO ONE would ever think could happen to anyone. But this is not a battle of who has had the hardest life.
This boils down to, you came here with a high and mighty attitude. You came with a "I know better then any of you!" attitude. You do know that many of the members here have ridden at national and international levels right?
Also saying "screw english" then going on to say you want to ride cross country. Well how about this. You come ride this sweet little fire cracker of a mare I have been riding. You can take her out on an entry level course. Mind you I could send you out on a prelim course as I am sure you wouldn't make it past the start box. The second you grab her face like you do in your videos, she will go up and over backwards on you. If she didn't.. well you would only have to kick her once and you will be taking a ride on "Air Amateur". I have watched videos of you ride. You have a lot to learn.
So why not get an attitude adjustment, then come back and try again.