PunksTank, I just dont think I can let her go. I think i need to just suck it up and come to the understanding she is now my horse and she is a walking money pit. I will probly never see any return on my investment other than the petting and riding and love she gives me in return for feed and care. She always greets me at the gate if she notices i am there. She comes right up and wants some petting when i am out in the pasture. Some times she is a pain in the you know what when i am changing sprinklers. I get almost to the end and the big girl comes up and knocks the hand lines over. I think she gets some pleasure out of it.