We had to leave the show before the third day for a week vacation, and so I asked my trainers to ride him for me a few times while I was gone and at long last take him over a few xís. But we came back to bad reports. One trainer had only ridden him twice, and in her attempt to jump him over a 16íí cross rail, fell off. It was like heíd never seen a jump before in his life. Heíd refuse, or go in really tight and scoot over it, or jump it like it was 4 feet high every time. It was just one x, and when he didnít improve over it after god knows how long, she just trotted him around the arena. The next training ride, no jumping, just hacking with draws, and he still had way too much energy. I got back three days ago. Rode him in a lesson first with draws and then without the first day, and he was great. Relaxed, pretty evenly paced, and no jumping. The next day, I just took him on a little walk-trot trail ride around the property to get out of the arena. Yesterday, I rode him in a flat field next to the arena thatís set up with three jumps. Did him over poles for a while, then put a pole between the standards. Hitched one end up on the lowest hole trotted him over. He looked a bit, but didnít leap, just stepped over it. Put the other end up and trotted him again, and he ducked his head to look but jumped fine: no scooting, and he didnít jump like it was 4 feet. I did it a few more times until it was perfect, then took him up.
I just got back from my lesson today. He was the worst heís ever been. Fussy with the draws, tense, nervous, and fast the whole way through, and even though heís been ridden in this arena for months, he spooks at everything on a regular basis, but today he was even wilder. I took him over an 18íí x with a flowerbox probably 25 times, back and forth, and my trainer was right, it was like heíd never seen a jump before. He didnít improve, just continued to scoot, duck to look, leap like it was huge, and overall didnít listen to me one bit.
Now, Iím scared, frustrated, and upset. Scared, because I donít want to ruin him, like itís so easy to do with OTTBs. Scared because we paid 12,000 for him, and if we got to the point where we had to sell, I doubt weíd get 5,000. Frustrated because Iíve put so much time and effort into this horse and now weíve fallen back even farther than where he was when we got him. Upset because who wouldnít be? Heís so inconsistent that I just donít know what to do anymore. It would be better if he was steadily bad or good, so at least weíd have something to work with. And itís hard, continuing to go from such a proud high whenever heís good to a low the next day when heís bad again. I just donít know what to do, itís like Iíve come across the one horse you canít train.
Iím sorry this was so long, and Iím sorry this was more of a vent then anything, but my trainers arenít giving me anything new to work with, so Iím asking you guys. Do you have anything for me that we can do at home? I want to send him to a month or two of professional training, but my mom doesnít think we can afford that. So, please, any bit of help is extremely appreciated. All I want is a tiny little bit of steady improvement.