Originally Posted by Speed Racer
If you actually want to learn to ride properly and not just canter because it's fun, then stop worrying about your feelings being hurt and get back in the game.
It's not a matter of cantering or riding just for fun. Of course I ride for fun but, I also keep on riding and switching around to different horses because I want to be a better rider. It's not a matter of having my ego hurt or getting my feelings hurt, it's a matter of getting back in that saddle again and proving to myself that I can ride... Getting back in the game is what I'm struggling with. I just need to get over the feeling that it's going to happen again and just go out there and ride.