My mum and dad have split up.
We (me and my mum) can't afford to stay in our house.
I can't have (or lease) a horse because we don't have the money.
I've been told it's highly likley id have a horse if my parents were still together.
however I am very lucky and ride at two riding schools. One near my mum and one near my dad. About an hours journey apart.
Both riding schools allow children such as my self (13) to help out.
But both require weekly commitment, as I spend every other weekend with my dad I can not help at either.
I can't see how I am every going to become more involved in horses than a weekly lesson.
The realisation of just how unfair life is has changed me, I feel the burdon of an adult, yet look around me at my few loyal friends and think 'thank who evers in control for not yet allowing my friends to realise just how unfair life is.' I hope there ignorage lasts, for I tell you when it does not, you struggle to see the point in anything, anymore.
Thankyou for listening to me pour my heart out.