He starts out fast and it only gets worse because she said I was leaning too far forward, he thought I was telling him to canter. So he takes off, and he's just running blind, wont stop, and I can't get him under control, im losing my seat and I can't pull on the reins because he runs from the pressure. And im trying to stop him, but im too scared. I was afraid he wasnt going to stop. I was terrified. This has happened before but we were inside.
I guess I know what I did wrong but I don't know how to prevent it
And I don't know how to stop the horse if he takes off again.
Im still really scared.