Cutting brings a very weird emotion. The cuts themselves hurt, but it brings this huge wave of relief. The way I've described it is, imagine you are a balloon. You are FULL of air, and are very close to popping. But you let out just a touch of air, and it takes off a good deal of stress. The more air you let out, the better it feels. With cutting, it's like letting out the air. With every cut, a little bit more air is let out, relieving stress and making you feel better.
I was a severe cutter for years, and it was awful. My arms look like they went through a chainsaw. It's embarrassing and a little shameful when they look really visible.
Anyway! Only 24 days of school left for me!
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