I know EXACTLY what you mean. When I went in for all of my tests I was told my ultra sound was clear, and I was actually mad. It's like I wanted to be told something, anything, even if it was bad. It sucks not knowing.
My ANA came back positive and then Lupus was confirmed, and I was happy! It sucks to have, but I was relieved to know what it was.
And I'm doing just fine, thanks. Posted via Mobile Device
It's an autoimmune disease. A very, VERY general way of putting it is like my body is attacking itself. Like my body can't tell what things are good and what are bad, so it attacks them all.
There are different types of Lupus but I have the "main" type, which is SLE. It causes lots of skin issues and pretty much just makes you hurt. The pains come and go in flares.
If it is fatal, it's usually because your body attacks your own major organ systems. My cousin has SLE too and she is probably going to die within a few years because it is attacking her liver.
Luckily mine was caught early, so I should hopefully live a normal lifespan. Posted via Mobile Device
I had the chance to try on western tack on my gelding. With no girth, lol. He looked funny and was unhappy for the bit that was a tad too large, so his western career ended fast.
Actually had to go to music class today. Haven't been in over two months because it's unnecessary, but I had to turn in a paper. Being up early makes me want to die. I'm going to pass out in class. Posted via Mobile Device
And I'll give up forever to touch you, cause I know that you feel me somehow. Your the closest to heaven that Ill ever be, and I don't want to go home right now. All that I could taste is this moment, and all I could breathe is your life. Cause sooner or later its over I just dont want to miss you tonight. And I don't want the world to see me cause I don't think that they'd understand when everything's meant to be broken, I just want you to know who I am...
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