Jehanzeb, my flatmates have been great throughout all this. Housing problems have been to do with finding a place to live next year for the five of us, not anything with my housemates.
I've been feeling not-good for a long time now, but I haven't been recognising it, and also, as I use places like this forum for fun and distraction from the slog of life, you're not going to see everything going on in my life in my posts here. I wouldn't have realised just how bad things were or gone to get help if my parents hadn't helped me do that.
I'm taking each day bit by bit. My medication is going to make me feel a little worse before it makes me feel better, and I'm not going to be bright and bouncy again overnight. But in time I will be back to my old self again.
Moomoo - if the ground's too frozen for riding, why not do a load of stuff out of the saddle? Pampering and grooming and stuff for the pony?
If you believe everything you read, better not read.