Join Date: Apr 2012
Location: west palm beach, fl
its been up and down, but I got off the drugs in 2010, and that helped me get on track. After my x took me to the hospital, he bought annie, and she became my night and day, instead of the "bad things". My x eventually had a complete meltdown (acid, still a god guy though) drive his mercedes into his pool and ended up in a Colorado rehab. I stopped cutting for months, and was ok. Then in 2011-2012 I was off my meds for a bit, and living with a woman who is pure evil in a can, and I relapsed. That was about a year ago, and im glad to say that since that incident, I got back on my weekly therapy cycle, back on my meds, and dove into starting my company, Paralyzing Equine Inc, a conjunction company with John Crosby Enterprises. Lessons, training, and starting. Showing soon to come. (sponsors are freaking wonderful).
I've found that throing myself into my work helps keep me from sliding back down, but if I get too much going at once, the anxiety comes crashing down and its really hard not to crumble under it. I still struggle sometimes. This winter has been kind however :)
Proud to be talking to ya purple :) i'm glad you've stuck around.
Lioness, I so know what you mean. If get all sick inside when I have to give a superior of any kind bad news, even if its not my fault.
And cruiser, what helps you best with the not touching thing? I've become more and more aware of my personal space and whats an invasion recently, and I've found it difficult to relax myself in a situation where hand shaking and acquaintance hugs shouldnt be much of a problem...