I was reflecting on my own life and I can't fathom what could happen in your life to make you take your own life. People say it's the easy way out, but I don't think it is. I wish this boy had talked to someone.. suicides happen all the time, but they are all equally devastating to everyone.. mostly to the family and friends. I can't imagine what this family is going through today.. it must be absolutely horrible. My deepest condolances go out to his family.. and to him as well.. Rest In Peace. I hope wherever he is now is a lot happier and he is no longer in pain.
I have been going through some really hard things too. I know this is going to sound really wrong and gross to a lot of you, but I am still so deep in love with my teacher from last year. I had a lot of personal issues last year and he always welcomed me to talk to him and I did.. but I got in too deep with him. He won't talk to me now, and I feel bad for what I put him through. He tried to get me to stop emailing him and stuff, he was looking out for his job and reputation. Whenever we spoke after that, he always had someone else in the room. I still can't get over him though,
My social teacher pretty much hates me I think. I went to talk to him at lunch today and he was telling me that he wouldn't help me with this project because it was overdue and all this.
Sorry everyone. I just really needed to vent and I am still in shock from the news we got today.