I am seriously bummed....I think I feel my internal clock ticking by. My boyfriends Ex just found out she's pregnant (not to mention she's a loser and was able to marry someone) and I've been with my bf for almost 5 years and still no proposal not to mention we have a business, lived together for a bit longer than 4 years, have 5 pets!, and we are seriously the grossest cute couple ever (lovie dovie). And yet, Here I am waiting for a proposal while everyone I knew from high school is getting married (if havent' already), having babies, moving on with their lives, and I'm just stuck here waiting. He says he wants to and we've been talking about getting married for 2 years now, and apparently he is waiting for the RIGHT TIME. That's fine and all, but I've been rightfully waiting for the next step and it's getting quite dissapointing. I know I can't want these things just because everyone else has them, but I have been waiting and waiting and waiting! I just feel like our relationship is so much more than some of these other ones, and yet here I am..........
I've been a bridesmaid for 2 weddings
I've been to 5 weddings in the past 2 years
I am the Godmother to 4 kids
I have thrown 3 baby showers and been to at least 5.
Sorry for all the fuss...I'm just so down right now (i know there are more important things to worry about) I just need to vent. Can you believe I have already set the date for our wedding and have most of it planned out because he keeps telling me it's going to happen soon? Lol whatever....................