Some of you know about this, but I am still looking for advice..
I have liked this guy for the last 2 years. I will say this now: he was my grade 11 teacher. I just finished high school last month and will not be going back in the fall. This terrifies me because I miss him already. We talked a lot and he helped me through a lot. We always talked about hockey and when I saw him I would be like "did you watch the game last night??" and then we would talk about it for a while. He was so happy for me when I showed him my exam marks. We had an issue that was worked through with the help of my principal and other counsellor type people, and while it was going on, we didn't talk to each other and it was akward but after the meeting, it all went back to normal. He was like, my mentor and honestly, he was everything to me and still is. I have to go back to my school next month to pick up stuff. Should I talk to him? What should I say? I can't just forget about him and move on..this sounds so lame but I can not stop thinking about him and I need him in my life. I know I probably never cross his mind, but I can't help thinking about him and wondering what he's doing. He is married.