Right now I'm paying for everything out of pocket. I've tried applying for scholarships and I'll find out tomorrow whether or not I got any but I have to keep my full time job to afford to pay for anything. I'm debating asking my parents to help pay for most of the college and I'll pay for what I can afford.
Something I'm worried about is that full time jobs at Publix are really really hard to get. I got full time when things were going good but now people are fighting for them. Part time people sometimes get 20 hours and sometimes don't get any hours! Its hit and miss. If I go part time I loose all my benefits and insurance. I can go on my parents insurance but I really like having my own. I'm worried that if I give up my full time position, that I wont be able to give it back if I desperately need it and they definitely wont guarantee it back to me.
Right now I'm basically failing out of my math course. The teacher is scum and sucks and because its only 1 night a week, I have to jam in 3-4 sections a night and have a quiz/test every week. I'm REALLY slow when it comes to math and trying to jam it all in during one class is just too much for me.
I just don't know what to do. My parents don't seem willing to help with paying but I really haven't pushed the subject.
What would you do? What should I do? I'm just so confused, stressed and upset right now..