I confess that it is 12am and I am in hospital, I should be asleep but I can't sleep so I wired my iPad up to my phone as a portable wifi hotspot so I can play on the Internet.
I also confess that I would like to smack the nurse (and doctor)that sedated (i asked to be knocked out, they refused)me for an endoscopy today, she told me it wouldn't hurt and I wouldn't remember a thing because of the sedation and local in my throat... Yeah we'll, she lied. My whole body was seizing during the procedure and it hurt like hell, I was screaming and crying with no control over what I was even doing, as soon as the camera went in my gag reflex kicked in so for the entire half hour procedure I was gagging and vomiting as well as screaming, crying and seizing but yet they wouldn't stop or give me more sedation or knock me out.
Oh, and they didn't tell me that they put air into the stomach as part if the procedure, that would have been nice to know beforehand since its making me feel extremely nauseous. I will stop my rant here before I confess to wanting to stab the nurse with a loaded syringe... Oops, who said that?
R.I.P ~ Bubbles - 25yo tb mare - 13.04.2011 ~ 8:30am ~ passed away naturally and peacefully in my arms