Truely just needing to vent as im sooo emotional it sucks. :(
So, a few days ago I decided to apply for a few new jobs and get back into the horse industry, as I am now a electrician and its just really not me.
I applied for a working pupil position where I could take my own horse and we would both train up and compete in show jumping, dressage, ODE etc.
This job was approx 3 hours away from where I live but me and my partner decided we would go if I got it!
Anyways a few days later I talk to the owner and I got along great with her and she asked me to look at her website and think about the job!
So heres me completely over the moon finally getting to follow my dreams!!
And just today I had to call her back and refuse because now my partner wont move..
Just completely bummed out at the moment.
Good bye dreams !
On the bright side I still have my horse :)