Soo.. I'm in like Antarctica or somewhere of that nature..Freezing but I'm looking for something, I don't know what it is yet..Looking, looking and I see it, it's a necklace lying in the snow. Like an Native American type of necklace, it's a pouch but is covered in different type of beads, lots of different colors sewn in the bag.. I don't remember what was in the pouch but I KNOW it was something important to me, the pouch held something very important and I had to keep it and hide it..So I stuff it in my jacket, which is like all Native American clothing, fringe, beads, hide.. The whole deal.. I keep walking but the ice cracks and I have to take off running so I don't fall in the water.. I fall in anyway..I wake up and there's a polar bear with two cubs sitting beside me on a ice berg or little ice island..something.. The bears are just looking at me and I'm not scared of them whatsoever..Just chillin' on this ice berg with polar bears.. then the "mama" polar bear leaves to get food for the cubs, I just knew that was what was happening..So I remember the pouch and panic thinking I had lost it but it was still there.. I feel the ice berg move and assume the mama bear is back.. Nope, nothing.. but the cubs are getting frantic and they start crawling all over me, I just KNOW something is wrong and I need to get away and off of the ice berg.. We are close enough to land that I think I can swim.. So I gather up the cubs and sneak in the water, start swimming to land..I make it and I'm putting the cubs on the shore when something grabs my legs and pulls me underwater, I panic.. All goes black.. Then I "wake up" again at my Dad's house. The vet is there and he's trying to give Nikki a shot, she's freaking out and the vet wants to like dart gun a tranquilizer so she'll calm down and we can do whatever we have to to "save" her, yes save her.. I'm freaking out and I start telling him he is NOT going to dart gun my horse..I'll try to give her the shot..My dad and some other guy had been holding me, I was crying and yelling..They let me go and I walk over to her, she calms down for me (Some guys had been holding her unsuccessfully) I go and talk her, rubbing her neck, and I try to ease around to give her a shot (In the butt?) and at first she lets me stick her and I'm injecting the medicine and she kicks the **** out of me, in the face.. and I black out and feel myself falling and people screaming.. I wake up and I'm like freaking out, sweating and breathing hard.. NO idea what any of that means but it was STRANGE.. and I remembered every single detail except what was in that pouch.
So..I have no idea what any of that is supposed to mean, if anything.. But I still do just feel like there's something important about that pouch..Even in real life.. and that is probably the worst part..Even worse than me chillin' on an ice berg with polar bears.