A bit of a vent on here, because if I vent to anyone else they'll tell me to "manifest a better outcome" or something else I don't want to hear. And sometimes its nice just to know there are other people out there.
So I think I am going to lose my job soon. I never really felt right there and in a way I am happy to leave, but at the same time I'm really bummed out, as it was a good job and I am going to be sooo broke now.
I think I'm going to have to move, living here and keeping my horse close by is going to cost too much so I'll need to find cheaper stuff as I am not selling my horse. But this time of year is tricky, I won't be able to find work or a house until about mid January at least I think, with all the holidays. Being here hasn't worked out, I've been here for 3-4 months now and still haven't got any friends really, I've tried but nothings working.
My family is driving me nuts. Christmas is just awful sometimes. Drama after drama. My uncle really kind of hates me which is a bit hard. The arguments are already starting and we have a week till Christmas... and by them half of them will be fuming... or drunk.
On the upside (sort of) I bought a saddle and its being posted to me! This was before the job problems, but I am pretty excited, I need one. Can't wait till I get it, hopefully it will come before Christmas! And two more days of work then holidays! And I am going to ride everyday and if I lose my job I'll just ride even more all summer long.
Thanks for listening folks.