I've always kind of admired you from what you post. Here you are, moving back to the country separate from your parents to be with your horse and attend university. You meet guys and seem to do well, adapt well, exercise right, etc.
I'm sure things will work out for you because you seem to adapt well and make smart choices. I wish I had half as much courage as you did!
This was incredibly dear to me, thank you!
I guess I just can't see the whole picture of what I'm up against. From my angle it's almost like jumping over logs with my ankles tied together, but from another angle I'm soaring over fine.
For the whole guy thing, I'm very good at perceiving what people's intentions are and I'm very quick to stay on the logical side of things. I've met my fair share of train wrecks, I've been in bad situations before, but I feel more ready.
But man this guy I'm crazy about lately.. I've never met anyone like him except maybe my father (which is weird to say, but he's the only other genuine person I know)
And the hilarious thing is my dad has always been protective, yes, but with guys he trusts me and knows that I can handle things and will call him in for backup. I'm a tough cookie.. but this guy makes him nervous. Because he just.. he's that good of a person and my dad has not met one of those in a long long time. He has no agenda, he does things because it makes others (and him) happy. How many people have you known or met like that??
Thank you for your kind words, despite me rambling a bit :P I typically don't ramble over guys but he just.. something about him.