I had an interesting day..but I feel like crying right now.
It was kind of fun. I got to see the horses, but it was too cold to ride. My dad signed a paper that my mom needed..and all was well. His mom was alright, and was only there for a few minutes. His girlfriend was nice, and her kid was decent.
When I got home, my mom and gram were out. I had forgotten that my mom was going to a concert with her boyfriend tonight. When my gram got here, she asked how my day went. I told her that it was alright, because I didn't want to get her feelings hurt. She told me good that he signed to the paper, because now I don't really have to see him. The thing is I WANT to see him. She doesn't understand. She keeps telling me what he has put us through, and that I'm being disloyal and she is blown away.
I'm really upset right now. I want my dad back in my life. I miss him. My mom is upset, but she is alright with it for the most part. Now my gram is yelling at me, saying what a bad mother my mom is, and I'm just like her. I'm just ignoring her. Why is she being like this??? And then she said she could understand if it was my mom that did this to us, that I would want to see her. But it is weird to want to see your own father!
My mom just called, and I can't even tell her about it..because my gram is standing in the same room. I also don't want my mom stressed out, because she has been excited to go to this concert for a long time.
The bottom line is that I want to see my dad. She is going to have to live with it, same with my mom. I should have every right to see my dad. My mom is actually alright with it, because she knows how I feel. She listens to me, unlike my gram.