Thanks, I just can't believe she's gone. I mean, you here about people killing themselves and how it affects the people close to them all the time, but you don't think it can happen to you, and then it does.
I'm sorry. That's a really rough situation to be in and it can feel sort of surreal.
If it starts to really bring you down, I would recommend a few sessions with a grief counselor to get your feelings out and organized.
Sending positive thoughts your way. Its definitely an eye opener. Had a friend who got shot and killed in the Santana High school shooting after Columbine. It was definitely a reality check. *Hugs* I definitely agree that you should go see a counselor, even if you don't really feel seriously down, it will definitely help you.