OK well this girl I met from Bible study text me and basically asked me if I would ever date her. I told her "yes but right now I am not ready".. However I don't really have feelins for this girl, but I have been debatin wether I will ever find feelins for any girl..
You see my last relationship ended bad and I got hurt (deeper than I thought), and now every girl that comes along I just can't seem to open myself up.. I mean I have no trouble at all talkin to girls but when that girl likes me or vis versa... I just begin to have a ton of doubts... then I just close myself... I quess I just don't see a girl really carin for me..
Idk.. I quess one of my big fears is that I wont find a girl because I always close myself...
Its kinda like a trust issue... and just bein friends is alright but what then..
I know I should be patient, and I know I am still young... but I have yet to find a girl that really likes me for me... I mean I know I aint prince charmin on a white horse, but atleast I am a good guy..
Ugh its just hard to explain.. I am just SO confused. I am just affraid I have taken it solo for so long, I don't know nothin else..
Thanks for readin and tell me what you think.