I got some bad news today. My mum hasnt been well for a while but her normal doctor couldnt figure out what was wrong :roll: so she visited a specialist last week and got her results back yesterday and it turns out she has bowel cancer :(
This has rocked me so much. My dad only died 8 months ago from skin cancer and now my mum has cancer too. Even though im a strong person, I don't know how im going to deal with this. My dads death still hurts so much but my mum was still there for me which provides some level of comfort. I don't know what ill do if my mum dies too :(
My dad was sick for five years and it was five years of agony for him and for us and even though we were devastated when he died, everything else was over. No more radiation therapy, no more operations, no more watching him slowly get sicker and sicker, no more morphine drips...i can't stand to see my mum go through it as well :(
Im sorry this is a depressing post, I just needed to chat with others who I know always manage to say something to make you feel a little better.
Thanks for listening