I'm to hear about some of you losses as well, and thank you guys for the condolences.
Yes Speed Racer my family is considering therapy, I go back to college at the end of this month so i'm trying to find support groups and counseling up there. I figure I will have a much harder time back at college when I'm away from my family.
We believe my brother wasn't in his right state of mind. My 10 year old nephew (my sisters son) found him dead. My brother would never want his nephews to find him in that state, he love those kids. My nephew will be put into therapy
I do have guilt with all of this, some days worse then others but I try to talk about it with my family. My brother had many demons and we knew he did, try to help him but it never worked.
Chad Barnes 6-16-85~7-22-13
Hero Act - Thoroughbred Gelding ~ Gunner - Quarter Horse Gelding ~ John Deere - Mini Gelding