So due to how my mom treated me growing up I am always in defense mode. Right now and for the past almost 2 years I have been on defense lock down with my mom over my relationship with my wonderful boyfriend and how I am a failure to her because I am involved with him. But my defensive demenor has troubled me so when making more long term friends. And it breaks friendships faster than I can make them. Not saying I have no friends I just have very few. I have awesome acquaintances and I know plenty of people but when we start hanging out more and what not my protective side is always getting in the way.
How should I fix this? Or should I just wait til the "right" friends come along? I feel really stupid for asking this. Its almost immature but I just need help.
But at the same time I'm extremely honest and some people say that, that's what people don't like about me. Ugh I'm having an insecure moment. Help?
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