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        12-06-2007, 07:44 PM
      #1
    Yearling
    I'm like FREAKING out.

    Okay, so I like horses...but like any teenage girl theres a time when Boys jump in, right?!

    So, I'll start at the beginning. I am 17 years old, never had a boyfriend and Never been kissed except from my 70 year old vet...(good ole' buzz.) well yesterday I decided I needed to do something drastic, just for a change....so I cut my hair....I have bangs now and drastic layers....its way cute and I love it (of course my parents hate it, It covers my face....not.) anyway I was hoping that maybe it would even come to impress the guy I like, (dang it, I'm not a preppy girl, what was I thinking!) and I became sad because he sluffed the class we had together.....Seminary..so then at lunch I think, sometimes I see him at lunch, and yet today my friends made me stay in the cafeteria talking to some guy....that has like 20 piercings and WAY ugly. So I came back to myself and remembered that horses are WAY better then boys. The end.


    Jk, that's not the end.....yet. So it's after school and I'm talking to one of my best friends and She was just talking to me, and petting my bangs.....and Eric (the guy I like) was there so after talking....I ended up at his house and watching a series of these funny cartoons. It was fun....we cuddled a little too, no hand holding though, lol. Then his dad showed up and we ended up being on like the separate side of the couch from each other....at which point it was five, and I (thought) I should be getting home soon. So here I am. Doing nothing but telling you guys this. What for? No reason...I don't even think anything is going to happen. Oh well.

    So, need to get to the barn to come to myself of my love of horses. Not boys, lol. (but can't go tell 9:00 and I see him again before then..)
         
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        12-06-2007, 08:09 PM
      #2
    Showing
    Wow, amazing what a new hair cut will do Lose some length and gain a cuddle session. Can't comment too much, been too many years and been married to the same man for 20 years. I love love though and do know that rush of having a boy like you. I still get it once in awhile just thinking about my hubby.
         
        12-06-2007, 08:41 PM
      #3
    Weanling
    Awww what a cute story! I love things like this!! Boys can get in the way of things, but they are a part of life and as long as you find one that will work around your riding or come out to the barn with you, its pretty easy to juggle boys and riding.

    Ask him to come to the barn with you, and see what he's like around the ponies. That's always fun!
         
        12-06-2007, 11:19 PM
      #4
    Yearling
    Lol, he's been at the barn with me, he was totally cool about it. Ah! So today when I saw him at this group thing we were writing notes to each other.

    AH, I can't DO THIS!!! I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! I can't EVEN WRITE IT RIGHT NOW!

    K, we got into joking that later that night we would make out.
    (never happened, it all goes down hill from here...........)

    We were talking about what we would do that night, so I told him to come up with some ideas. So, he wrote me this note.

    (I never gave him a ride home, I'm afraid he was like avoiding talking or something.)

    Susan-
    I'm sorry for not being able to come up with good ideas. I'll try harder. And I'm sorry for my stupid jokes/ideas and I hope you weren't annoyed with me. I guess it wasn't funny. So...moving on...ideas...we could play truth or dare...or you could help me with my math... or...something. Or more venture brothers (the cartoon we together earlier that I really enjoyed.) or something. Was I sitting to close to you earlier? I'm all paranoid now.

    yeah-
    Eric
         
        12-07-2007, 01:12 PM
      #5
    Weanling
    Haha, sounds like he likes you, but is afraid to scare you away :P make sure you tell him you like his ideas and didnt get annoyed, that way he will keep on going!
         
        12-07-2007, 05:45 PM
      #6
    Yearling
    I ended up calling him last night....it was way awkward but I said I probably enjoyed sitting next to you....and then I was like no, not probably...I did enjoy sitting next to you. His stupid phone broke so I couldn't text him, that would have been so much easier. (I wanted to tell him I liked him but couldn't it was so much easier saying I like you to my sister.)

    Yeah.....so......

    Today at school-

    I was talking to my friends and one of them was calling me slugathor?? Don't know why still....so we were fake beating each other up and then Someone was kicking my legs so I was getting ready to turn around and beat up my other friend and then saw that it was eric.....I immediatly blushed and hugged him (like just a friendly hug...) then he like grabbed me and KISSED me.

    No, jk. He just hugged me so hard my back cracked......I wish I could see him again like tonight, but I have work...I also wish I could go to the barn!!!
         
        12-08-2007, 02:59 AM
      #7
    Showing
    Next time you get him alone you need to come clean and let him know how you feel. I know that's easy to say and hard to do, but being honest is usually the best. Don't let the little voice telling you "he'll think I'm stupid" stop you. It sounds like he feels the same way but is afraid to tell you. Kick fear in the butt and lay your feelings out there. If it turns out he doesn't feel the same way at least you will know and you can get back to your horse. If he does feel the same than you have yourself a boyfriend 8)
         
        12-08-2007, 04:06 AM
      #8
    Green Broke
    Wow Susan, I would agree with Vida. Take the bull by the horns and come clean. It will be sooo worth your while.
    Eric sounds like he definitely likes you.
         
        12-08-2007, 06:28 PM
      #9
    Yearling
    I really do just want to tell him...but still. I don't know.

    All of my friends thinks he is a real jerk, I was just talking to one of my gay friends today and talking about him and he told me that this girl Anna totally thinks there going out just because they flirted a little and then all these other girls like him (of which I just found out one of my other friends.)

    I guess it's just a bunch of rumors...but I know that this happened....

    -we watched a movie together..
    -we scratched each others backs
    -He layed down and rested his head on my lap, or my sholder (both.)
    -and we just sat really close together.....
    -oh, lol, and some tickling....

    Isn't that a bit more then flirting...I know that flirting is just like a general and you can do it with anybody....but my gay friend also said that he was a player....I don't want to end up with (another, long story) one of those guys...

    (I know I said I have never had a boyfriend...but there have been lots of players in the past that tried to hook up with me.)
         
        12-10-2007, 05:37 PM
      #10
    Yearling
    Things are moving along....we're going to be doing something together Thursday, we'll see what that brings...(I'm kind of thinking a kiss may be involved...I kind of hope too, lol...I sound like such a teenager!!)
         

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