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It's him or the horse?

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#1 ·
I'm in a bit of a pickle when it comes to my relationship and my hobby - riding. My fiance and I have been going through some tough times here lately and we have been going to counseling each week. Today, we went and were talking about how much he hates the fact that I have my horse and it is causing some very serious issues in our relationship. The day before we got engaged (3 years ago), I purchased my first horse at the age of 24. I was so thrilled to finally have my first horse after screaming for one ever since I came out of the womb. Little did I know that weekend would shape our relationship into a hell hole.

Like any horse, she has been costly but relatively on the cheaper side of things! Knock on wood, never have had to have the vet out, farrier is $40 a month, and I pay less than $150 each month as well so I feel like I am doing pretty darn good for owning a horse. My fiance and I are on a tight budget but we've made it work. When we talked with our counselor today, she was mentioning how having the horse is hurting the relationship but there are several other factors involved - my fiance has no idea what he wants in life. Over all, we are both messed up and have some issues we need to deal with.

Now what I am beating myself up over is if I should get rid of my horse in hopes of our relationship working out or keep the horse and move on? Our relationship just hasn't been the best and we've been working on it, riding is my outlet to relieve stress and anxiety. If I lose her, I lose a part of myself. I just don't know what to do any more! I am so broken inside and have had some seriously disturbing thoughts cross my mind due to the amount of stress my life has put on me. Anyone have any suggestions or ideas? I am so alone.
 
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#3 ·
I am not an expert, but I personally wouldn't get rid of the horse. It doesn't seem like the horse is actually causing the issues- it seems like there are issues outside of the horse, & your fiance may be blaming the horse for them. He may be in denial of himself. I don't understand why he's saying the horse is the problem, when there are probably bigger issues!
It's good you are doing counseling. I don't think getting rid of your horse (how hard would that be? very hard I think!) will change anything. Especially if your fiance doesn't know exactly what he wants. That won't make for a good healthy marriage either. Hopefully he continues to try though. If things don't get better, nope, continue living, with your horse!

& if you think long & hard, and feel as though things between you and him aren't going to work for the long-term, I would not continue with the marriage...you shouldn't have to part with your horse for that. The horse doesn't seem to be causing too much financial issues either, seems like you have had good luck with the financial part of owning a horse LOL! That's a plus. But really, I'm sorry you are going through this. :( With or without a man, your horse is always there for you. :smile: Sometimes things do not work out, no matter how hard you try- you cannot force things to workout. It seems to me like if you both MUTUALLY need to work on things (which it seems like he may not want to?) & it could work, but if that's not the case then the relationship probably won't progress. He needs to work on things on his end all the same. If he doesn't know what he wants, then you let him know you don't have the time for that & you & the horse will be fine without him!:cool: Point blank PERIOD!:-x:cowboy:
 
#4 ·
I try to contribute to theses type threads to offer maybe a view in to male perspective. With that in mind, being involved with a girl that is into horses is difficult, even for someone who understands about them. That said I can't remember when I haven't sided with the female in theses posts.

I usually also start out by saying thoughts in no particular order, but this time I have order.

You mentioned there are issues you both have to work on. If one of those for him is substance abuse, There's no point going any further here or options for you.

This is not meant as a judgment on you or any assumptions about your lifestyle.
 
#5 ·
Going to be somewhat blunt here with the best intentions towards you.....He doesn't know what he wants to do with his life but, feels he is adaquately informed that he can dictate what to do with yours? That's a big red flag for me right there. Especially because it is something that has been a life long dream of yours.

I'd say keep the horse and find a man who gets enjoyment out of watching you enjoy something.
 
#22 ·
No way to say that better!

Obviously I don't know your situation but think about how the problem is being framed: "It's me or the horse (dog, cat, grad school, whatever)." What they're really saying is, "It's me or you. Pick my comfort and convenience over your joy and happiness."

I know it's complicated, but you don't have to let him put you in the position of chooser. You come with the horse. He can take it or leave it. His choice.
 
#6 ·
When I met my husband he didn't know which end of a horse to put the hay in. He ventured a very mild complaint about how much time I spent at the barn one day and I told him that the horses would be here when he was gone. He got over himself. Had he even suggested that a horse was a problem or a cause of any problems (other than the obvious financial ones they can cause), he'd have found out that the only problem was him and that I knew how to get rid of problems.

No way would I get rid of a horse in favor of a man. Like horses, there are way too many nice ones out there looking for a home to tolerate one that's a problem.
 
#7 ·
I would think if a horse or any animal can be the cause for serious problems, this is just the beginning of the problems. What next, a dog that you get that he is jealous of time spent? Marriage is never an easy thing, it is consistent work that does not always come easy. But I would be greatly concerned for other things in the future if this is such a big issue.
 
#9 ·
The horse is just an excuse. It would be the same if it were a dog, cat, or even a baby. He wants to control what you do and how you spend your money, and it's not going to get any better if you marry him.


You're having loads of trouble even before you say 'I do', so why bother with getting married? He makes you miserable. Time to get out of this bad relationship, and find a man who's happy when you're happy. A guy doesn't have to be into horses, just realize that this is your thing and leave you to do it. Most guys have their own hobbies/passions, so if you equate it to whatever they love most, a real man will get it.
 
#10 ·
It took me 5 years to find the last horse I bought.
It took me 5 minutes to get my last (& current) BF.

So which is easier to replace?

Seriously, I've done the whole 'keep quiet about the horse' thing & I promise you it gets old quick.

Horses are part of who you are, what makes you tick. If he has a problem with that no counseling will change that, though he may fake it for a while.

A few of many examples:
Long term BF, "The only thing dumber than a horse is a horse owner."- dumped

When my horse was lame BF said, "Why don't you get rid of that horse & get a good one?"-dumped

"You spend more on those horses than I do to live."-dumped.

"If you really loved me you'd get rid of the horses."-dumped
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They have either gotten mad, cried, promised BS, called names, made threats & sometimes all of the above. But you know what? I was always happy with my decision because it was my decision, not none forced on me.
 
#11 ·
Well i have two differing opinions.

Is he financially supporting this horse in any way? And what do you mean by financial stress? I have seen financial stress change many a person. If he went from being able to eat out and get drinks with friends, to not being able to do anything because he's footing all his spare cash into a horse he gets no enjoyment out of then I understand where he's coming from. The relationship was there before the horse. If my SO got a new hobby that took us from financially OK to where we were financially stressed, i would be pretty ticked off at him and hold a lot of resentment towards that hobby.

On the flip side, if horses are a big part of your life and you are fully financially supporting your own hobby and still holding your equal half of the bills, then I think you need to leave. I wouldn't give up my horses for anyone. They keep me sane. They make me happy. When my SO and I started dating, I didn't have a horse. I had just moved out of my parents house and was not financially ready to have a horse on my own. (no parental monetary support.) But as time as passed he has bought us a house with land so I could have horses. He contributes toward their hay. He drives to other states with me to pick up hay. He'll feed them when I am sick, or have to stay late at work (he's even memorized how and in what order I fill and hang hay nets. I'm OCD and it MATTERS to me). He helps me scoop poop in the field on the weekend. He helps me change and put up fencing and put new siding on the run-in. He has been 100% supportive of me. He holds NO resentments towards them all because they make me happy. Im pretty sure he sneaks them treats at night and gives them a pat because they keep me occupied so he can play his video games without me pestering him :). There are supportive men out there who wont feel threatened by the hairy beasts. And if you don't see yourself giving up horses anytime soon, i'd let go of the man. Think of HIM too. He may be happier in a relationship that doesn't involve horses.
 
#12 ·
I have a question for you. If your fiance had an interest that was not something you would want to do, would you support him in this or insist he stop it?
I don't think it is so much the horse as it is something that you want to do and get a great deal of happiness and pleasure from and he resents this and is jealous, wouldn't matter if it was hiking or tree climbing it would be the same.

Do you support your horse hobby or do you expect him to help with the money and by doing this deny himself any extras because there is no money for them?

I do realize that horses can be very time consuming, say more that playing tennis where you can put the tennis racket in the closet until the next time you go to play, but this is who you are and if he can't deal with it, the two of you have a serious problem and I would back out of this relationship. I have been there and it does't improve or get better with time, it is a control situation.

Good luck.
 
#13 ·
I got married when I was young (close to 19). It was a daily argument with my ex because he didn't think that I needed to spend time going to school. I finally stopped going because I got tired of arguing and I thought it would help the relationship. NOT!! He just found other things to fight about that I was doing outside of spending time with him. So, say we went to counseling. Would the counselor advise me that I should quit school to make him happy? I highly doubt it.

Like others have said, if he is spending his money on your hobby or paying all of the bills because you have none left after spending on the horse, I can see the resentment. Otherwise, if were me, I would be inclined to just date the horse for a little while until I found someone who appreciates me and everything that comes with it.
 
#16 ·
I could say a lot on this subject, but suffice to say that I agree with what everyone else says.

You need to think about your long term happiness. Take the horse out of the equation - will you be happy? Will he be happy?

I think it's great you guys are going to counseling and I know it is difficult when you are emotionally invested into someone. No matter what you decide to do, do it because you want to and you care about your own happiness.
 
#17 · (Edited)
Frankly, I don't think this is about the horse at all.

IMO, getting rid of the horse won't solve your problems in all likelihood, although, it might make your finances more workable.

As for experience, I've been married 32 years on the 31st of Dec.....the last two have been the most trying of all.....

Here's a link to a paper that's put a lot of things into perspective for me.

http://www.legacyatwork.com/app/webroot/pdf/Boundaries_in_Marriage_0809.pdf

Basically, successful marriage requires two individuals who can function independently of each other.

IMO, going forward into a commitment that's already rocky won't improve things.

My suggestion would be for both of you to back off a little....spend some time apart, and see if either of your perspectives change. Notice, I didn't say quit, or split, or break up.....simply back off and reevaluate.

I heard something today that really made me think....."Don't get drawn into another persons storm, but rather, draw them into your peace."

Think on that for awhile....

From the paper:

Marriage is first and foremost about love. It is bound together by the care, need,
companionship, and values of two people,
which can overcome hurt, immaturity, and
selfishness to form something better than what each person alone can produce. Love is at
the heart of marriage, as it is at the heart of God himself (1 John 4:16).

Yet, love is not enough. The marriage rela
tionship needs other ingredients to grow and
thrive. Those ingredients are
freedom
and
responsibility.
When two people are free to
disagree, they are free to love. When they are not free, they live in fear, and love dies:
“Perfect love drives out fear” (1 John 4:18
). And when two people together take
responsibility to do what is best for the marri
age, love can grow. When they do not, one
takes on too much responsibility and resents it; the other does not take on enough and
becomes self-centered or controlling. Freedom and responsibility problems in a marriage
will cause love to struggle.
 
#18 ·
I will make this short and sweet. Don't ever give up an animal for a man. Anyone that wants you to give up what you love does not love you and does not value your happiness.

I did this once, gave up my darling cat, and everything became worse. Much worse. If I could go back in time and redo it, I would have kept my precious cat and dumped the guy. Wish I had been smart enough to ask for advice first.

Dump this dude and don't look back.

Go give your horse a carrot and a hug.
 
#25 ·
Agree completely with this!!
Find a partner who is happy because you are happy - doing what you love!!
My husband was a huge no when I wanted to buy my first horse 2 years ago but he saw how much I was looking forward to spending time with them again after meeting some who belonged to a friend.
Now he supports everything I do with both my horses - including buying and fixing up a horse trailer and driving us around.
My point here is that he really saw how happy it makes me to be with the horses and that was the most important.
You deserve someone who wants you to be happy!!
 
#19 ·
Ok, I am going to put forward a different perspective out there. Horses are a very time consuming hobby. I somehow manage to spend 4 hours (!) at the yard when I'm riding and this is for a horse on full livery. I ride five times a week. That's a lot of time to spend away from home when you are in a serious relationship and, presumably, have a full time job. I can't even imagine it if you are planning on having kids.

It does sound like you are having other issues in your relationship but I can see how your partner might get upset at the time sink horses are, especially seeing that he was there first.

I'm lucky, my husband is very supportive of my riding (I suspect that after 20 yeas of marriage he doesn't miss me much :), but I would understand it and act accordingly if he complained, especially seeing that we don't have other issues in our relationship. Best of luck :)
 
#20 ·
I would never give up my horses or stop riding for a man. Now I've never been engaged or anything, but I do realize that it's really hard when you're emotionally invested in someone.

But anyone who doesn't value what makes you happy, or would want you to give your passion up to make them happy does not truly value your happiness.

Having a SO who is jealous of horses is the worst. My ex was jealous of every single one of my animals and got genuinely angry if my cat came and sat beside us.

I dumped him and found a guy who loves animals just as much as I do. He's not a horse person, but he's never complained about them or asked me to spend less time with them. And he even comes to the barn with me. It's sooooo much better to be with someone who is happy to see you happy.
 
#21 ·
If a man told me Trouble was causing our relationship problems and he had to go. He'd be out the door. Oh wait, that happened!

My ex was like this. He was one to say "you always spend time with your horse" " you love him more than me" and was always complaining about him, even trying to make me skip the nightly feeding to "spend time with him".

If your fiancé can't learn to enjoy what makes you happy, or at least be HAPPY that you have something that makes you happy, he's not the one. Anyone who doesn't feel good when their significant other finds something they enjoy, isn't worth your time.
 
#23 ·
Agree with everyone else. It's a tough situation to be in but I would be glad to recognize it before the actual wedding. If the financial aspect of it is putting stress, I can understand that, but a good man would sit down and talk to you like an adult about the budget and where a little spare money can be shaved off of unnecessary stuff (eating out frequently, movies, etc) and have an open discussion about his concerns. An immature boy is one that will point fingers and say "it's all your fault" and give you ultimatums. Like Ware said, it will only get worse.


Someone who truly loves you will want you to be happy and would never try to forcibly make you give up something that makes you happy.
 
#27 ·
People who love, show it through personal sacrifice, or, giving of ones self for the gain of the other. (Love thy neighbor as you love thy self).

As far a happiness goes, nobody can make you happy or sad, except for yourself. So if you ladies are looking for a man to make you happy, you'll never find him.

That said, one of the things my mother taught me was that misery loves company.

Miserable people love to make others miserable too....

There's hope, which is given freely by the spirit, and is a gift to man.

No, this isn't about the horse.
 
#30 ·
As far a happiness goes, nobody can make you happy or sad, except for yourself. So if you ladies are looking for a man to make you happy, you'll never find him.
I don't think anyone is talking about expectations of someone else to make them happy. Personally, I've always counted on myself for happiness but I certainly don't need to be around someone who is going out of their way to try to make me miserable either. Most people who want to try to control someone else are scared little boys and girls. They fear that if their SO is finding happiness from another avenue besides them, they might ditch them. The fact is, controlling behavior is usually the cause of being ditched.
 
#28 ·
Listen to me now, run, don't walk away from this relationship. It isn't about the horse at all, it is about control. If I read this right, you bought the horse without his "blessing" and he has been jealous ever since. I watched my baby sister marry a guy that resented everything she did. She had a dog, he complained she gave the dog away. She went to school to be a dental hygienist, he complained every single day she was at school (****ed sure didn't mind the money she made after though). She joined his bowling league (at his request) so they could spend more time together, and he complained they never had "alone" time. Final straw she showed up at our father's 65th birthday with a fat lip, he didn't want her come because Austin to Beaumont was too far, and the gas was too expensive. My brother and I went to Austin the next day, she moved home, and he had a few (dozen) stitches.
What I am trying to say is abuse starts small and escalates, first it is about control and then it is about enforcing control. If you have any kind of sass like my baby sister, the only way to control you will be physical. So, get out now. Life is not about somebody telling you where to go, but finding somebody who wants to go along for the ride.
 
#45 ·
I have to agree with you 100%! My best friend of 3 years waited for my depression to be at it's lowest before flirting (he had admitted feelings a year before though), I went from trying to kill myself to having a boyfriend a week later. As my depression started getting better, he started pointing out faults with my friends, I lost all but 2. Every man I spoke to was trying to take me away from him. My birthday came up, decided to invite all my old friends to patch things up. One wasn't able to get a lift home so she and my boyfriend stayed the night. The next day, he very nearly hit me for "not wanting to be with him" I tried to dump him on facebook and he actually refused to let me so I went on acting single.

I hope the OP gets away from this situation and fast. :(
 
#31 ·
Dear cajunqueen, I don't need to reiterate what everyone else has said. But something about your original post concerned me. You said your therapist mentioned that the horse is hurting the relationship.

I am married to a very non-horsey guy. Two nights ago, he spent over an hour clearing snow in my paddock so I could ride. His mother's day gift to me was taking a day off work (which he NEVER does) to put in the posts for my fence. He doesn't care for horses, but cares for me. It wasn't always like that. We went through couples therapy too. But not all "therapists" are created equal. It sounds like yours is kind of siding with your partner a little. If she can't understand that the horse is important to you, you should consider finding a new therapist. We went through about three before we could agree on one. These days, unfortunately, pretty much anyone can hang a shingle out and call themselves a couples therapist. It doesn't mean they actually know what they're doing. How is the horse hurting your relationship exactly? How is you pursuing a passion that makes you happy hurting the relationship? And what are her qualifications for making that kind of an assessment? Therapy is good. But finding a GOOD therapist is better. Don't believe it just because she says so. Both of you should agree on a therapist and if this one isn't helping, move on.
 
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