I think I'll go ahead and do a bit of an update...
Still in intensive therapy. I am learning how to scooch(sp? XD) myself around as best I can. The pain can get really bad, and they are continually changing my pain med regimen... But that's alright! I am stoked that I am making progress.
There are some little bits of bad news, though... I mentioned this just a bit above, but my boyfriend has all but dropped off the earth. I haven't heard from him or seen him in 4/5 days. He won't respond to my texts or return my class.
Just so everyone knows I'm not sending him an absurd amount, I have texted four times: twice Wednesday to verify if he was coming, just a hell on Friday, and once yesterday to say I really needed to talk. I called once yesterday, and sent him a facebook message. FB said he say my message about twenty minutes after I sent it but, again, I haven't heard from him...
It is honestly starting to worry me. I at least know he is alright because of him seeing the FB message, so that makes me feel good... but, is he breaking up with me? Why won't he talk to me? ): I just find it so odd that he did a 180, from spending every day in the hospital with me, to zero correspondence at all.
Also... (This is slightly worse news...) I got the police report from my fall. Apparently, I told the police person at the scene that I did not fall, I jumped.
I don't believe that for a second. I think I said that because I was intoxicated and frightened, and probably prompted to say so (IE-"Did you jump?"). My mother saw the report and is very upset.
But, again, I don't believe it. I love my life, and am not the slightest bit suicidal.
This is all just...very stressful ):
The sensitivity of the internet baffles me.