My last BF broke up with me 3 times but I was so caught up I kept taking him back. I finally ended it last year in May. He took the opposite. He was so mad! He was calling my best friend and me vulgar names and stuff. I felt so bad but I was peeved, too. Today he is probably one of my best guyfriends. Our relationship lasted almost a year.........we even kissed
.........But sometimes things need to happen in order for you to move on and your other as well. Scary part is: he's liked both of my best friend's for a while. Lol.
I cried everytime we broke up. But not after I broke up with him. I realized it had to be done. I wasn't being treated like a human being let a lone a GF. Today he realizes how he was and he asked me out again at the beginning of the year. I told him "no, not yet" because as is it very true I'm not ready for another BF even if I want or like someone.
It will be hard but I like being friends with my "exes". It's uncomfortable at first but hey. Sorry for such a long post. I hope you feel better.