I am so incredibly sorry for your loss, especially since its supposed to be a happy time right now at Christmas. Be greatful for the family and friends you have and be thankfulbfor your own life. I can't even imagine what you're going through but I'm so sorry you have had to deal with this. Hope you have a merry Christmas and happy holidays despite this!
I'm so sorry, my deepest condolences for your friend's family and you. My friend took her life last year and her brother took his in February. I know some of what you're feeling right now. I wish I could offer more to you than just a little comfort and an online hug. *hugs*
I'm so sorry this happened Klassic! My Grandpa committed suicide in 2003 and I still haven't really gotten over it. I have mixed feelings about it. I've cried plenty and I visit his grave as often as I can. I miss him a lot.
My deepest condolences go out to you. Don't hold your tears in. No one is going to look at you funny if you decide to cry and it really helps to release all that frustration/anger/sadness. Lots of hugs your way and the wife and child.