I know that life isn't fair and I should'nt be jealous etc. But it always depressed me when I see people with really nice horses, nice tack, and getting to show, and take lessons. I know alot of people have mommy and daddys help and some people are just lucky I guess. But I don't get help and have little support, and it always depresses me that I couldn't do better and afford to do the things that I would love to do. I mean how do people afford to fork out 15,000 + dollar horses and all the nice tack etc. I try so hard not to judge anyone. I just want to have a better attitude about everything. Its so discouraging for me and how hard I have to work to have a horse and all the stuff that comes with one when I see soo many people who never have to work and get everything they want. (people from my old barn etc.)
How can I make things better/easier.
Tips on how others overcome the same feelings.