I hope you can get a clear head and renewed outlook on things. Please do know that even when you feel alone, there is ALWAYS somebody out there who loves and would do something for you.. even if they don't say it.
If you want to vent, your welcome to message me and get it off your chest. It's always good to speak to somebody, and I've been at the point where I felt like I had nobody to talk to... I wont pass any judgement and know how much it helps to put into words how you feel.
Best of luck with everything.
Stop for a minute, open your mind, learn. You may not agree with what I say, I may not agree with what you say but we will both learn something new.