Right now, I'm very hung over/still drunk.
Let's say, that the love of my life, crushed me more by telling me he suddenly has a girlfriend. After we had a wonderful night together a night before, and him telling me he loved me still, wanted me back, and everything.
(For those of you tuning in, he suddenly broke up with me 3 weeks ago out of the blue)
I'm hurting really bad. I actually OD (on anti-depressants) on Wednesday after a fight which ended me in the hospital. I was released afterward that night. Also got my perscription back yet my mom hasn't picked it up at all.
I'm so lost and confused and hurting so badly, I don't know what to do at all about all this.
People telling me "get over him" doesn't help at all. I just can't forget someone I loved for 6 months while with him, and crushing on him for over 12+ years. I just can't let go.
I only see my therapist once a month. And cramming a months worth of feelings into one hour doesn't do it. I need someone with me, to be there and to help me thru this.
Phone calls to Help Lines are not helpful to me. They only help for the time they talk to me.
Right now, I'm reading Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul, anything to get my mind off him and knowing something good is out there.
I can't live without him. I just can't.
I had one bad heartbreak, this is number two heartbreak. I don't want to go thru a third one at all.
So any words of wisdom or things to help me get thru, that would be really awesome. Thank you.