Hey bud, sorry we can't be complaining about how single life sucks together anymore....
But honestly, don't get yourself let down and depressed... I know I did it and it only makes life HORRIBLE! What you need to do is for one remember you have Nana now so you'll never be alone
I also would suggest stop listening to so many songs that make you love sick... I know that would be hard cus they're good songs, but they don't make you feel good so listening to them really doesn't help.
Really, don't go looking for love. It just kinda happens. It's ok to have crushes and what not, but focus more on other things (ie. Horses, school, having fun, hanging with friends) If you keep yourself busy and doing stuff you enjoy then you don't have time to think "oh, I'm so lonely this sucks I'll never find anyone" Trust me I've had these thoughts. YOU know i've had these thoughts. So I know EXACTLY where you are coming from.
And since I never really told you how my bf and I started dating I might as well do so now. First you need background info, so bare w/ me. His sister and I are good friends and so I hung out w/ her a lot. Oh, and he was my ex also... but you knew that. Anyway, I started living at their house on weekends and going to church with them. So I was around him a LOT but I thought he didn't like me so I didn't do anything about it even though I sorta liked him. Anyway, one Sunday night he asked me out. I never saw it coming and I didn't pressure it or anything. It surprised me and it really teaches you that you should just let that certain person find you and not to beat yourself up looking for them. Just hang in there and if you ever need to talk you know how to get ahold of me