Here comes the whining.. eye rollers please stand clear.
Now there's a problem with my feet. Poor support and poor quality flats that literally give me bruises and cut up my feet. Did I mention that I SIT all day?! So how the hell (pardon me) is that happening?!
Also I need to vent. No one understand so far whom I've spoken to.
Someone told my father they were excited to meet me. I get there, and they don't even say HI. I say hi and they do everything they can to jet off. They ignore me in convos, they make me feel inferior. And I'm a pretty **** good and lovely person. I don't deserve to feel inferior.. no one does!
But it's gotten me down, that plus shoe issues plus my feet cramps.
Just I'm in need of a good cry. I know I'm pretty, I'm smart, and kind. But this person just makes me feel like I don't matter and I'm not worth squat.
In fact there's this party on Sat night that I was invited to (for older peeps.. dancing and stuff but despite being under the cap age they want me there apparently) but since she's going I just don't want to go at all. I want to skip it out and just stay at home and chill.
Then I come on here to.. idk.. find some sort of comfort and I just.. I'm swamped with these threads and I just don't find any fun in answering them when I'm so ruddy. I just want to look at pretty pictures and that's about it :/
I guess I'm just being overly emotional but honestly I can't help it. If I think highly of myself I feel like I'm being conceited. If I think lowly of myself then I feel like ****. I can't find any relief.
So I won't be active for now.. just kind of popping on and off for a bit.
"Strength is the ability to use a muscle without tension"
Last edited by Skyseternalangel; 07-19-2012 at 06:46 AM.