Laitly it's getting harder and harder to get out of bed. I'm 19 in 2 weeks and I feel so much pain some times It makes me throw up. It hurts to sit, lay down, stand up, there really isn't any way to get away from it. I can't affored to go to the ciro any more, and it would only last a few days any way.
That is only one of my meny health problems, I must come from bad breeding. I miss riding so much but I'm afraid of finding out how much pain it's going to cause me. The pain is one of the main resons I sold my horse in the first place. I don't even think I could ride a gaited horse because of what it would take to tack it up and get on.
I've been upset over this all day, more so then usual. I guess it's because I'm horse sitting for a neighbor, and one of the SOBs spun around and kicked me 2xs. Thankfully I stayed close knowing he was going to kick out again that it only brused my elbow (It was in the stall, when I tried to dodge the first one I ended up cornered. I had just walked in to put the feed bucket on the clip when he did it. I guess he is food agressive. I've been caring for him and the other horse for 5 days and so far he has kicked me and the other one bit me. Both times were out of no where, no body language or any thing.) I will never horse sit again for this lady her horses are spoiled to the point of putting me in danger, but I didnt know that when I took the job.
I know it's christmas and I should be happy, but I'm not. I know this is just a rant, but I just can't figure any thing out right now. I don't even know how I'm going to be able to handle a job with all this pain. Thankfully I'm home schooled so I don't have to sit at a desk all day.
Any way sorry for the rant, hope your day has been beter than mine