Yep. So I'm 20 years old and for varying reasons have never been in any sort of relationship. I'm finally getting to that point where companionship seems very appealing... but I already find myself getting tangled up in things. I think I'm prettier than I give myself credit for. I'm also quiet and it takes me a while to really develop a trust with someone. I feel like I've been causing the few guys I've met undue pain and confusion, due in part to the fact that I am so cautious. I remain almost aloof without entirely meaning to, apparently becoming impossible to read or understand.
It's hard to explain. I feel like some of the prospective guys I have met are almost "too willing" to fall for me... before they really even know who I am or what annoying habits I may have.