Okay so me and my mom had a really long talk outside. It was about the death of my old trainers 5 year old family member. It happened about a year ago but I never really got out my real feelings...until now. I lost it outside, crying. Because I loved her so much. And now im really upset and sad. Im scared im going to loose someone else close to me. She wasnt supposed to die, it was a horrible accident. I miss her so much. And now I need my horse fourm friends to cheer me up.
I'm so sorry for your loss! Trust me I know EXACTLY how you feel. On February 6, 2008 I lost my best friend in a riding accident. So I know exactly how you feel. And It SUCKS. It feels like your whole world is coming down, and like things will never be the same, and you can't think about them without bursting into tears. And you are really afraid that you're going to loose someone else but trust me it will get better! I know you don't know me at all but if you ever need to talk feel free to message me.