okay, im fifteen years old, im in grade ten and i have ABSOLUTELY no idea what i want to be when i am older. is this normal ?? because i feel that i should have an idea atleast of what i want to do in my life. i dont know if i want to go to university, i dont know what to do!!!! and that really scares me
my dream ( and probably everyone else on this forum haha) is to be a show jumper when i am older, haha but i know i am faaaaaaar from that, and i know that it is always important( to me anyway) to achieve your goals and dreams, even if they do seem like they could nvr happen. Another thing i would like to do when im older is be a MX racer, and i know im far from that too. these kind of "jobs" arent really jobs, but more so a "leisurely job" you know? like one day im not just going to say" i want to be a famous show jumper, " and than poof, the next day im gonna be that, cause thats not how it goes. when you are in professions like those, it takes many many years to be good and to achieve your goals, those arent the kind of "jobs:" that happen over night. but i would still like a proffesion like that. its really wierd i know. you guys are probably thinking " wth?!? you will never be that, or why would you want to be something like that" those are the things that interest me. im just so confused as what to do. i think it is important to get an education and go to university, but i dont know what i would go to university for!!
i cant go to university to be a show jumper or mx racer, and i dont know what i want to be or what i want to learn about you know? i understand that you have to work your way when you want to achieve professions like these, but im scared that if i would choose to do something like that, it may nvr work out or something would go wrong. uggggghhhhh im just worried im going to end up like a bum living on the streets in a box with no life. i have no clue what to do!! im sorry for such the long novel and its sort of like a rant, but what would you guys do? im not really in a "situation" but im just stuck and scared. of course like everyone else, i want to be wealthy and have a nice house and blah blah blah, but i need a well paying job to have those things, and i dont know what that job is !!!! grrrrrr, im sorry everyone, some advice please??