I really want to volunteer at this thing in June that goes for a week, but mum just got really annoyed at me and said things about how I can't do it because I can't even control my mental health and yesterday I got really upset while I was doing my artwork because I couldnt make it look nice and I get really really stressed about not doing things well and when im stressed I cry.
She's also saying things about how I can't do stuff anymore because I don't eat. I tried explaining that eating makes me feel sick but she wont have a bar of it.
Im just really upset. This has been going on for ages and im feeling that mum hates me. I know she loves me, but I just don't think she likes me at all.
Im not even able to tell her I feel upset or sick or have a headache without her scoffing and rolling her eyes.