Many of you know about my mom. For those of you that don't she has terminal cancer and is currently going down hill very quickly. I recently started dating a boy a month ago and I feel it was a bad idea. I like him, he's great but I barely know him. He wants to meet my mom and be supportive but im very indifferent about it. My mom doesnt want to meet him because we havent been dating along time and she tends to get attached and I tend to have short relationships. I don't blame her for not wanting to meet him yet. Personally, im not comfortable with the fact of him meeting her in the condition she is in. It would make her feel uncomfortable and awkward and I really don't want that. Plus he doesnt really know me so he cannot really understand. My best friend and I have gotten much closer through out this.
But I find myself pushing him away. Would I be wrong to break up with him? He's so good to me but I feel like this was horrible timing. I have alot on my plate and I don't need a boyfriend I need a friend. He doesnt know what to say when I talk about this stuff cause he doesnt know my family. He tries, but its hard. I really like him, but I just don't know. I feel like I need to focus on my grades and family right now. What do you think?
Im not looking for sympathy, this is not a post to get "im so sorry Delete". For those of you who might be thinking that. I know some of you have been going though something similar, I would love to chat over PM.