I'm hurt and angry at the same time. I don't know what to do. I'm sitting in my bathroom bawling my eyes out because I don't want my fiance to see me. I feel stupid. I'm angry because he sat there in the chair no telling how long paralyzed and drooling.
I have never lost anyone close to me, and I don't think I am ready.
I'm trying to remember all the good times so maybe I can compose myself before I come out of the bathroom. He used to raise beagles, and I always made him name the puppies after me. He would bring in the sick ones and we would stay up all night nursing them and keeping them warm. I would go every summer when I was a little girl and spend the summer with him. We would go on road trips and he would feed me so much candy I would get sick every time.
I just don't know what to do. I'm going to make the 4 hour trip and go see him Sunday. Buit I dn't want to walk in and turn onto a baby and him see me cry
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