Well last night, I made amends with one of the friends I was talking about. She lives about 50 miles away, and I text her and ask her if she wanted to go to dinner, and amazingly, she agreed. It will be a long road, but so worth it.
Also, Brock, the subject of this post, informed me last night that he is moving the beginning of Nov because he got a job on the oil rigs up in North Western ND. So, I will probably stay around here until I save enough money to move to Dickinson or somewhere in that area.
My life has just been so interesting these past couple of days!
My oldest brother lives in Florida, and since he knew of the problems we have been having, he asked me if I wanted to come down and see him. I was amazed and agreed. I am nervous though because I haven't seen him in about 10 years.
I also started chatting with my ex that lives in Washington. Nothing is going to happen between us, I am just glad we are friends again. We were together for three years, and when he left for the army, I broke up with him because I felt like he was abandoning me. I was 16 at the time, so I was young and dumb and that is probably the biggest mistake I have made in my life. He has forgiven me, and now we are friends again, which makes me super happy. He is coming home in February for leave before he goes back to Afghanistan, and wants to meet up and hang out. I'm really excited, and by then, I will probably be in Dickinson, so it should all work out nicely.
I thank everyone for their opinions.