"How do I live, without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned.
Place and time, always on my mind,
And the light you left remains, but it's so hard to stay,
When I had so much to say and you're so far away."
So Far Away, by Avenged Sevenfold. That song reminds me of everyone I've ever lost. The video always makes me cry as well - RIP Jimmy "The Rev" Sullivan.
"Ever since this began, I was blessed with a curse.
And for better or for worse I was born into a hearse.
I know I said my heart beats for you. I was lying girl, it beats for two.
Because I got your love and I got these vices.
Everything I touch turns to stone.
So wrap your arms around me, and leave me on my own."
Blessed with a Curse, by Bring Me the Horizon. Basically just reminds me of how everything and everyone I get close to I ruin, with my "vices".