The third horse, my instructor at home might consider free boarding in exchange for lessons. This girl that wants me to move in with her - well, she does the same thing with her horse. So hopefully I could do that. I do not plan on working 20-25 hours a week at university. I do plan to join the newspaper or the broadcasting club, and of course, horse club. I plan to do internships over break. We'll see.
And...uh...squeamish isn't exactly the right word. Downright panic would be how I was, extremely uncomfortable and tense is how I am now. It's not the vomit, it's the fact that I could throw up. Yeah, I don't want a cold or strep throat, but those things happen. The stomach flu is a whole other story.
But Saddlebag, you may be very right about everything and I value your insight.
Also, I don't want compliments because I'm not confident. I want compliments because I deserve them.