Want to jump from the mentality of an 18 year old to a 40 year old in less than 2 months? Random aches and bad habits come for free. Join the military.
I recently got back into contact with some of my old high school friends, and I don't enjoy their presence as much as I used to. Before bootcamp we could hang out, talk for hours, and have a good time all of the time. Now, it's hard for me to keep a conversation with them because they seem so....high school to me. I am not trying to get on a high horse, but did I really change that much? The things they talk about and the way they act is so very childish. So much stuff that used to matter to me just seems so trivial now. Like, whoopdedoo, your boyfriend didn't call you yesterday at all and you miss him. Big freaking deal. And don't get pissed at me for not writing you when you promised you were going to write me first because I was busy ya know...in bootcamp!
I want my innocence again. I almost feel like I am different from them because I have this more serious mentality now.
I don't know the point of this post other than to let some feelings off of my chest.