Over the past 5 days, I have been really sick. Yesterday and today are my coughing days. But it gets worse. Since I have Asthma, I have trouble breathing at my coughing stage of colds/sickness etc. I have really deep wheezing and I can't breathe properly. I go on my Ventilator machine and that helps me breathe for about 40 minutes-2hours! It supposed to last 3 hours. Then I got really bad because I was tired because I stayed up from quarter to 3 to 6 am! I had pains everywhere, headache, hot and cold flushes, really bad coughs and felt like c***. (Sorry for swearing
). We went to the Doctors and waited about 1 1/2-2 hours before the doctor called my name. I had a chest infection, which I always do when I get colds. They gave me antibiotics, tablet form and a new snazzy preventer. (My family calls them puffers). It has two-in-one and works (kinda) really well. I think it's Flixotide and another one, I think preventer, I'm not sure. I'm getting better, but I felt really bad because mum had to take me to the doctors when SHE was supposed to be going out with friends that night! I felt awful. Poor mum. Another bad thing is that since I am Girls School Captain, I go to a Young Leaders Conference at the Vodefone arena, in Melbourne, TOMORROW! I have been SOOO excited about it and have been waiting whole term for it but since I'm sick, I can not go. They are going to put someone in my place instead. I am so mad and sick and tired and have all these other feelings. I know it's the best thing not to go, because I have to get up at 6am, and I'll be back home at 5pm! I just couldn't do it. Life is so unfair some times.Sorry for the long read but I just HAD to get it out.
Rach
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