Originally Posted by HowClever
I attempted it. A couple of times. I also tried to get myself hospitalised to get help and they wouldn't admit me.
There was an awful lot of judgement in your post.
There is no judgement in my post - you're all assuming that I know nothing of it. To me the people who were weak were those who weren't helping you. And just because someone is weak at one point does not mean they can't become strong again. The people I have the utmost respect for are people who have been through hell and back and have the scars to prove it.
I went through a faze where I was enamored with death. I couldn't figure out what the point of life was. No matter how nice the things around me were, the feeling inside never matched. I started popping pills, cutting myself to feel good because I thought I did something to deserve that. Then one night I got a high that scared the hell out of me. And I never did it again because it made me realize there is nothing worth losing my life over.
So if you think I'm sitting here judging people who committ suicide or even consider suicide you are wrong. I am saying they are weak
was weak. I can't even imagine feeling that way because I'm so blessed
with the little things around me.