Thanks you guys its been a tough I had abcesses dug out so can't undo that maybe it wasn't right choice but its the one I made.
He doing better so guess it was right a lot more then just abcesses going on also dealing with laminitis on top of it. Never thought id be dealing with this its hard to deal with I feel like I don't always do what's right.
I have no one local to help only my vet and not sure she's always on the up and up but she's all I have. Iam struggling with all that's going on there are days I just do nothing but cry so yeah it tough. He's been super sick on top of it all so just one thing after another. Now I think ulcers are an issue again so yep never ending.